My mouse sucks. It is the mouse at work. It's so very annoying. I don't how to feel or react to it.


Me dozing off at work

Well, most of times work == boredom. Boredom == Sleep like the picture you see above.

Weekends are the happiest times for me because I get to sleep most of the day. And chill in the night. Watch some soccer at the kedai-kopi Man-U vs Hull. It was a good fight put on by the Hull's as they made a comeback from 4-1 to 4-3. The sportsmanship and enthusiasm was clear portrayed. Hate to say but it but, when it's chill time, a little cigarettes become a little essential. Social smoker. A week once, hopefully later, once per fortnight. Brand is peter's (Sylvester). Pretty smooth I must say. Not too strong for a red. Just nice.

Aniway, my sayang is at camp now. Hmm, I miss her.

Cars probably the in thing for my generation now I guess. How I wish I owe a car too. Never mind the license. HEHE. Well, sometimes, I don't quite get it. It is just a car. I mean it is just a transportation anyways. Furthermore, it's not like it is miles away to travel in Singapore which I can say that have the most efficient public service ever. Well, humans being humans are matrialistic as ever. I'm not to be excluded.

How the heck am I supposed to afford a car especially with the rising cost? I really wonder. I guess it's not the time yet. Figuring it out. Can afford license by part-time work, but owning one? How? I don't know and I do care. If only I win a car or something. Now that will be perfect.

I guess the reason why I want it is because to bond stronger friendship. But, if those so called friends are just leachers, what for? I don't know. Aniway if I were to get license, I'd probably buy a 5k car first. I don't mind, seriously.

So much crap huh? Ok lah sign out

Well, I went to Terrenganu by car. It was nice as it has been a while I came out from Singapore. Nice view especially the mountains. I'm a sucker for that kind of thing as you might guess. Well, 3 cars. They convoy consists of 3 cars; proton wira, mazda pramacy and  toyota altis. 4 families, in laws family, my bro, in laws uncle and mine. Despite the crampness of the car and the long journey it was fun nevertheless. We reached our resort at night. Next morning, we played water polo. It was definitely fun because we won. It's kind of us siblings vs in law's family.

You know, I got really nothing to tell. I mean might as well i just show pictures right? Well, upload sometime later.

When I watch heroic films or movies, it never fails to instill heroism in me. As in, I want t be a hero. Be strong and never be afraid. Or maybe, convert that fear to courage. As I grow older and wiser, now that I am 20, I feel there is a strong need for me to protect my family in any cause. I know by brute is not the only thing I need to know. In order for my family to be well, I need to give them food,shelter and misc. But now, I have none of that. I need to work on it.

Niwae Yana, love the helmet and you too. Signing out.

I read a book by Mitch Albom just now when I tried to study. The usuals, digressing when intending study. What I like bout it is that it never fails to bring the life story. For one which I read just now is that there's a child behind that grown-up chap. Yeah, what most of us wants is really just the appraisals from our parents. I've always thought that it would be cool if I could do everything great. Too general? Yeah, I think so too.

Signing out.